fighting the fight: Archive

Damn...

Damn..

I made a promise not to swear but screw it. I break it all the time in my head.

I made a promise to never lie anymore but I already broke it so screw it.

Damn…screw it all…I just feel like giving up. You ever felt like that?

I might say more but I already made a promise not to complain anymore….I broke everything else.

I really feel like I’m being tested. Like someone is just down there saying “hmm I wonder how much crap we can put in this poor child’s life until she explodes?”

Ugh.

Damn.

I don’t know anymore. I honestly don’t know. Pressure sucks. The expecations people have for you suck. Life sucks. Alot.

Damn.

Feb 22, 2010-1 notes

I can complain all I want. so can you.

I feel like I’m not fully content with everyone where I am. There’s this loss and fakeness that’s all around and it’s just a really awkward feeling with a lot of people. They say all this is, isn’t ‘regular’ like everyone else. I’m pretty sure it’s not…

Feb 22, 2010-1 notes

Feb 01, 2010-1 notes

14580.) Sometimes when I'm talking I get the feeling that people just couldn't give a crap about what I have to say. Just their facial expressions; it's as if they just want me to shut up. Yet when I sit there in silence they ask me what's wrong & think I'm being miserable. I can't win.

so true

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Feb 01, 2010803 notes